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Please don’t love me
Don’t look at me with those eyes
Don’t give me that smile
Or be nervous in my eyes
Please don’t-
Well don’t completely block me out
Like you don’t care what I’m about
Like any word I say is a pain
Like I’m just an object of distain
Because I like...
And I haven’t liked in a while
But I can’t love because I’m not ready for it right now
And I actually trust that you won’t let me down but
There’s another fear I have
The person who I am
The traumas that I have
The fears I’ve barely said
What if I told you?
Isn’t that what people in love are supposed to do?
Share their hearts?
I realized I am afraid to give that up
Because like Wagner said,
“If I show the darkest parts of my heart, would you run away?”
And what would hurt more than the pain of unrequited love
Is the pain of your love rejecting your heart
So I’m afraid of feeling that again
Is this what projecting is?
Because I’m afraid of being broken again
And again
And again
And again
Maybe I don’t trust you
You seem too perfect to understand
Understand why I am the way I am
Why I’m shy around certain people while with others I seem to come alive...
I’m not ready to love...
First I need to trust...
But I don’t think you’ll standby
About the Creator
VT
Where words fail my poetry speaks…
and I’m really not good at speaking.
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