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I don’t think
Because if I thought, I feel as though, I’d be worse off
Like I wouldn’t be protected by the veil they call naïve
And I’d realize how many times I was broken, torn apart, and deceived
How many times I was left heartbroken because I couldn’t see
How many times I mistakenly thought, “it has to be me.”
I don’t allow myself to feel the pain
And when it comes it erupts in violent flames
Like wishing I wasn’t alive over a simple mistake
or wanting to cut out everyone in my life since I am “too insane”
Like I said, I don’t think
All I can do is breathe
Breathe through my pain
In and out, until the noise dies down
In and out until I’m numbing out
In and out until there’s no more pain
I can’t feel the weight of the world that is crushing my brain
Crushing my lungs, telling my inner self they’ll never be enough
Not worth the time, not worth the love
If I don’t think, I won’t feel any of it at all
So I don’t think,
I won’t think,
So I don’t fall
About the Creator
VT
Where words fail my poetry speaks…
and I’m really not good at speaking.
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