Please forgive me for all the pain
I caused you time and time again
It wasn't me hurting you
It was the shell of a human I became
I gave up on life and left you behind
I decided to run when it was me I needed to find
To be able to look in the mirror and feel content being me
To not question who I am or what I mean
My love for you was always there
The alcohol told me I didn't care
So drowning was my only goal each and every night
To give in and not put up a fight
Passing out to finally rest my mind
I am sorry for the person I became
She was evil and unkind
I will show you the new improved me
The one you can count on
Watch and see
You will once again be so proud of me
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Crystal Rae
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I joined Vocal two years ago, a prick of enthusiasm beseeching me to throw caution to the wind, pay the readies and have a stab at a long stagnated pleasure. It worked remarkably well. I dipped in my toe, finding the water a little cooler than I had hoped, but as I stood there up to my ankles, I realised it was rather invigorating, and by the time I was up to my knees, it was pleasingly tepid. I dove in and swam out to where others were tossing balls about and wrestling over lilos and proceeded to have a whale of a time splashing about, sometimes missing my footing or getting water in my eye, but sometimes turning elegant somersaults and graceful dives.
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