Please forgive me for all the pain
I caused you time and time again
It wasn't me hurting you
It was the shell of a human I became
I gave up on life and left you behind
I decided to run when it was me I needed to find
To be able to look in the mirror and feel content being me
To not question who I am or what I mean
My love for you was always there
The alcohol told me I didn't care
So drowning was my only goal each and every night
To give in and not put up a fight
Passing out to finally rest my mind
I am sorry for the person I became
She was evil and unkind
I will show you the new improved me
The one you can count on
Watch and see
You will once again be so proud of me
About the Creator
Crystal Rae
My heart bleeds black and white for you to read like an open book... so don't be shy... take a look!
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