I STOPPED WAITING FOR THAT DAY
And also the day never came!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Whenever my actions resulted in vain, I used to console myself with the belief deeply embedded in my DNA
T H A T
E V E R Y T H I N G W I L L B E A L R I G H T
S O M E D A Y.
I held on to the idea that one day, things would go my way, and despite the challenges, I would find happiness. This thought provided comfort during times of disappointment, but gradually its value has diminished.
Eventually, it ceased to bring solace and I reached a point where I doubted that day ever arrive. I waited for
D A Y S
M O N T H S
Y E A R S
U P O N Y E A R S
But it never arrived.
T E A R S C E A S E D,
H E A R T A C H E D,
A N G E R = ACCUMULATED
And my ears seemed to become deaf to hurtful words. Their actions and words told me I wasn't enough, and though I didn't respond,
I F E L T E A S Y!!
Yet, as I closed my eyes at night, it revealed the truth and my mind blamed me.
I started to believe that being ordinary was the sole solution, that dreaming wouldn't work for me. I envied those who lived simply, unburdened by overthinking and following randomness. I always admired that. I aspired to be big, and this desire inflicted immense pain. I forgot to find joy in life's small moments.
Eventually beliefs shattered, comforting words fell short, and hope dimmed. Yet I survived on , relying solely on my own strength.
With each setback, I chose no to comfort myself, opting instead to restart and block out distractions and unwanted thoughts. What the comforting words couldn't provide I found it thr0ugh the diligence of my efforts.
No longer did I wait for the day, I began to work tirelessly for its arrival. I almost gone through hell to reach this solution, grateful for moments of triumph over giving up.
I want to share an inspiring quote that once breathed life into me, although I can't recall its source= "If you find yourself in hell ,why halt your journey?" This phrase refreshed my spirit, echoing the very essence of my life story. When hope waned, burdens grew, and purpose seemed a distant dream, I resisted to indulge in self blame or seek empty solace. Instead I summoned my inner strength and propelled myself into action, determined to achieve all the things I always longed for~~~~~~~~~
T H A N K Y O U
F O R R E A D I N G
M Y S T O R Y .
O P E N T O A N Y S U G G E S T I O N S.
H O P E T H I S S T O R Y
F I N D S Y O U W E L L
A N D O F F E R S I N S I G H T S
F O R Y O U R
O W N J O U R N E Y....
S T R E N G T H A N D C O U R A G E
A R E E S S E N T I A L
C O M P A N I O N S O N
T H E J O U R N E Y
O F L I F E.
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