What Has Made You Angry Recently?
I’m quite glad that I found this title for this week and, of course, the subject.
What has made me angry recently are rules and laws that Caspian has to obey. No matter how much we try to raise money or do things, we always seem to get blocked at every turn, even if we have had a lot of help to begin with. It just seems to be never ending; yet no matter how much we argue or share our frustrations, we still love each other and always find a way. Even when I have a lot of health wise kicking in, I know he can't be there to help, that he is frustrated with his job and family rules and the law that they follow. Not having any money to do anything doesn't help the situation either. That makes me angrier, as I'm working so hard but I'm just not getting anywhere, even though I'm trying my best to do everything that I can.
The second thing that has made me feel so angry are people who think I should apologise for something that I did, when it was their own actions that caused me to do that thing in the first place. That makes me angry; I hate when people think that they are so important just because they have the highest status. You wonder if they're actually for real, because they show many signs of being frauds. Then they deny that they are abusing you, but abuse comes across in lots of categories, mental abuse is one of them and I should know.
Last but not least is the possibility of having a hearing aid put into one of my ears. After all this time not having to have one, it's inevitable that I will have to have them put in at some point in my life. I am grateful that I haven't had to have them so far but now I'm starting to feel like I'm going backward again, that I need to prove to myself that I can do things and to be able to carry on doing the things that I want to do. I just hate major set backs. However, at least I have Caspian to help me through it, despite the issues we're both facing.
I think this blog has turned into more of a rant than a "what made you angry recently". I'm going to take this as an opportunity to share my rant and my anger with my fellow readers and bloggers who probably feel the exact same feeling that I do about certain things in life that shouldn't happen but do.
The worst bit is, and this is the last complaint, rant, whatever you call it, is that my ear is causing so much pain that it's much better if I have my head laying down. I can't do that all day long can I. I have work to do ear, and you're not helping the situation haha.