I want to be creative as much as possible for as long as possible.
"You Have No Reason To Be Depressed"
Today I had an epiphany. I think it's a cause for celebration but now I also feel... bad. Whenever I watch a video that touches on depression and I see in the comment section that people also say how people they knew who were young and depressed tried to harm themselves and when they talked to someone like their parents who has bigger problems, they get written off. And then what follows in is everyone chiming in that's bad, bad, bad, bad, bad, parents bad, world bad. People like that bad.
Why You Should Watch Arthdal Chronicles
Arthdal Chronicles is the first drama I've seen that rather than watching, it feels as if you are reading a detailed, well written fantasy novel. You will find yourself immersed in the characters and the world itself. And feeling terribly torn as what every character wants for themselves and others around them is a better life.
Blind and Blue
I didn't know what was wrong with me. I just knew something wasn't right. I had lived temporarily in Jamaica when my Mom was deployed, the harsh words and reality made me so sensitive, I isolated myself under the belief that I was unwanted and that I didn't want to be around people that made me so anxious, I became extremely forgetful and so self-conscious, I didn't even trust myself or my own memory and developed the habit of second guessing myself even if I knew I was right.