Young Love with John and Raphael in What Now?
It was lunch and as usual, I was sitting with John and Sarah. They were talking about something I didn't really care about, I couldn't focus on the conversation I was overwhelmed by I don't quite know what, but it's been happening for almost a week. I try not to, but I find myself constantly staring at John. it makes me calm and happy and of course anxious but only because it is all so confusing! And when he laughs it's like everything is right in the world for that moment, a feeling that I only feel around John. He's my best friend, and maybe my only real friend.