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A Killer's Obsession with Reading

By Rey VisionaryPublished about a year ago 4 min read
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John had always been an avid reader. He devoured whatever book he could get his hands on as a kid, whether it was classic literature or true crime. John loved to read, and as he got older, he discovered peace and consolation in the pages of his favorite books.

John had a dark side, though. He developed a peculiar drive to hurt people when he reached adulthood. He initially made an effort to ignore it by concentrating on his work as a librarian and his cherished books. Yet as time went on, the temptation only became greater until John finally gave in.

He started prowling the streets at night in search of unwary prey. With every life he took, he reveled in the act of murder, experiencing an adrenaline rush and a surge of power. However John never lost his passion of reading while committing these horrific crimes. In reality, he discovered that his beloved novels served as the ideal disguise for his sinister actions.

Planning his next assault, John would frequently spend hours at the library, surrounded by his favorite literature. He would meticulously select his victims based on the personalities and motivations of the characters in his favorite literature. He would learn about their hopes and concerns, read about their life, and utilize this information to approach them before striking.

John was still regarded as a respected member of the community despite his heinous deeds. His quiet, modest nature only served to enhance his appeal among his coworkers at the library. John was a monster, a killer who delighted in the excitement of the chase, underneath it all.

But even as John kept killing, his passion for reading remained unwavering. In fact, he discovered that as he attempted to balance his two conflicting objectives, reading ended up becoming even more significant to him. He would get lost in a good novel, letting the plot and characters carry him away from the reality of his misdeeds.

John realized it was just a matter of time until he was discovered as the bodies accumulated. But despite the possibility of going to jail or worse, he could not bring himself to give up reading. The one thing that never changed in John's life—the one thing that offered him solace and consolation in the face of his darkest desires—was books.

Without his books, John couldn't help but feel empty as he sat in his prison cell. He had always used reading to avoid reality; but, now that he was being made to face the results of his actions, he was left without that solace.

John was saddened by the loss of his cherished books, but he also understood that he deserved to be there. He had killed innocent people, and he would never be able to restore the damage he had done. John couldn't help but reflect on the stories he had read and how they had shaped his behavior, even in the depths of his misery.

In an effort to find the answers to his own inquiries, he started to examine the characters and storylines of his favorite books. Why had he felt compelled to murder? Why had he committed such horrifying acts of crime? He realized that his love of reading had played a role in his spiral into lunacy as he read because he started to draw comparisons between himself and the fictional characters.

But despite this insight, John remained adamant about his love of reading. Instead, he studied about serial killers' minds in order to better understand his own impulses. He also went to the works of well-known criminologists and psychiatrists.

John noticed a glimmer of hope as he dug deeper into these findings. He came to see that he could share his experiences and prevent others from making the same mistakes he did by using his passion for reading to help others. He started penning his own books that described his experiences and provided insight into the thoughts of murderers.

John persisted despite it being a slow and challenging process because he is passionate about literature and wants to atone for his past. And gradually but surely, he started to realise the significance of his effort. Those who read his writings expressed how much his narrative affected them. They were motivated to seek assistance before it was too late after recognizing the warning indicators in themselves or others.

John came to the conclusion that his passion for reading had both benefited and harmed him. Although it had taken him down a bad path, it had also given him the means to turn things around. And John realized he had discovered his true calling as he sat in his cell, surrounded by his books. He would keep reading and writing, utilizing his experience to guide others and discourage them from making the same mistakes he had.

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  • Donna Fox (HKB)about a year ago

    This was a thrilling read, well thought out and written!

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