OSHA triggers

I’ve walked over 12 laps around this parking lot.

Trying to freeze the anxiety hot spot.

I feel like I’m pumped with liquid nitrogen while my brain is on fire.

The more I think the intensity goes higher.

The OSHA videos triggered me with shock.

My body has a shiver while my control was lock.

They provide you with steps to take .

But how do you what’s real and fake .

Stereotyping or mis interpretation.

Unnecessary interference because of job dedication.

What if a person demonstrates paranoia from mental disability would you tell the manager they attacked me ?

But you talk about safety and zero tolerance of discrimination.

But that person would not be able to understand your communication.

What if they didn’t take their medication ?

Are you still going by OSHAs rules and regulations?

I sit there contemplating what to do .

What if I pass out what if I’m not about to.

How can we have managerial expectations when you don’t know how we process trauma that previous too.

There’s so much to think about

I don’t agree,i want to debate ,I want to yell I want to shout.

Workplace violence ….they would put me out .

I’ve always been cautious of my surroundings because the things I’ve experienced already,

but looking at those videos made me unsteady .

I’ve never watched anything like that at all so freaking shock as a I felt a tear fall.

I understand what to do but you have to think all of us shouldn’t be trained for something that’s meant for you .

It triggered me so much and I can’t comply with most of the rules.

I literally think they were made by fools.

I can say ,there’s a limit wouldn’t you?

You have selected guidelines but there’s a problems ,slight dim in it .

I won’t retaliate ,

just do what I can and leave it up to fate .