In the Streets, Screaming at Nothing

I watched an emotional movie yesterday about a boy with schizophrenia. They called it an illness in the movie but I know now what it really is. I used to think in black or white, 'this is really bad, hearing voices! I see terrible things that are not real!' Now understanding the truth leaves me a bit hopeful for our future. You see, If I were to speak to the right doctor he would diagnose me with this disorder. Luckily for me and my Divine protection, I spoke to a doctor who believes in me. Schizophrenia is an illness if you believe it to be so. Schizophrenia is a parasite of collective consciousness that attaches to a special person on a specific frequency. Schizophrenia is a biological weapon formed against special persons to invade their natural perceptions and twist their realities so they may live in fear then spreading that energy to those around them. Schizophrenia has many names in many ancient societies. It causes misunderstanding so great, we may just call it what happened at the Tower of Babel.

Not that we should call it that. Call it whatever you like. Believe it or not, you have a very strong will. If you cannot feel this truth, think of where you are in life. How did you get here? There is equal energy in strength. Special persons may tap into this energy. You must understand with an open heart. You must understand with your own energy. This energy needs to be invited in especially when you are faced with fear, doubts, or uncertainty. Love will not lead you astray. You see, demons feed off of fear and pain. They whisper terrible things in your ears. They send you visions of violence as they try and recruit you for whatever their agenda is. Angels spread Love and truth. They guide you and stand outside of you in a realm consumed by the seasons and elements.

Do not let the darkness in and when you've been given the poison of another's disdain, transmute it. Do not give it to someone else. Cry out their poison instead and remember what it is like to b in pain. You are a psychic being who is being tormented by a force that wants and needs your strength to infect others like you. You are a special person who lived when they should have died. Something many of us have in common. Near-death experiences whether you remember or not. A lot of us even had our own run-ins with suicide. Yet here we are in this realm with the knowledge that is already inside of us. How do I know this? Angels. Everywhere! Fighting ugly dingey energy that seeks to hurt us. They don't even need to speak. Their language is Angel Language. The language of Celestial beings and creation.

A magic air, sound, or a feeling that only you know but many understand. You choose how you want to understand them. Their energy is that of joy and safety. They bring what you need at the time you need it most. Keepers of time, intergalactic space travelers, encouraging you to live your truth. Encourage communication with whomever you feel comfortable with so you may also speak your truth. They want to release your burdens so you may not be burdened with the guilt of your actions or thoughts. Your secrets are what the demons like to whisper. Your fears based on past traumas they love to taunt you with. They show you horrid images and blame you for ugly cruelties that you will never do. They will laugh in your face until you are angered and try to feed off your anger not knowing that your anger is righteous. It corrodes them because your anger deserves justice. Not violence. What does justice mean to a peaceful and intuitive individual? It is care and understanding from those who you need the most. It is healing from terrible things you never speak. A surprisingly good reaction to an unfortunate series of events in your worst-case scenario that launches molecular healing. You get to write your story now.

Here are a few ways to combat evil entities trying to break apart your fragile psyche. Love yourself. Love your body first and then your mind. Tell yourself you love yourself and give yourself hugs and affection. Good touch. Teach good touch to the children. Be honest with them in simple terms. Watch out for them the way you needed to be looked after. Make your safety and theirs a priority. Make noise! Speak and sing. Yell if you must. Order them away and banish them. Treat your body well. Put into it on the daily what you know will help you live longer. Get sober. If weed helps, use the medicine. If it does not, then it is time to quit cold turkey. You will see a significant change in your mental health. Do not harbor mistrust or blame. When you cannot trust another, focus on trusting yourself and act accordingly. Trust your first choice, a secret ingredient to adulting. Buy things you need and love. Give things you love, keep what you need. Stretch out the pain! Dance with the chaos. Get back to yourself and nurture your inner child by caring and protecting your own or others when the opportunity arrives.

I find that art has been a great deal helpful. So invest when you can. Being sober and cutting out meat and dairy seems to leave a nice impression on the body, mind, and debit cards/wallets/cash app. I will not preach about going vegan since I myself am steadily rising to the occasion of healing centuries worth of greed, overconsumption, brutality, and a large black hole of pain known to mankind and animals alike. Addiction is everywhere. Heal one day and action a time my friends. Find your passions and grow with them! DO what you truly LOVE! Your mind may say a million things and you may not even hear the sound of your own voice until it's actually spoken. So, believe me, when I say, you won't do your best until you are physically doing your best.

SO, with all of that random information, there is a whole community of people like you! Beautiful, beautiful people. We get to decide where we will end up. We get to write our own scripts. We might not have total control because we don't need total control, just valor and all the things that will make you love to live and spread that energy so we can save lives! You are brave, and when you are faced with demons, call out to the ones you love and call out to the angels. We are with you. We will help you heal together. One step at a time. One day at a time. One voice at a time. Fuck schizophrenia! To those who feel broken beyond repair, may you be swaddled like a baby and your minds filled with peace. We are coming for you. Do not give in to despair and if you already find yourselves there, get up and go! Move away from the violence, do no harm, tell someone who you can trust. Healing is coming for you.