¿Help?

When you have a problem, who will be the one to help you find a solution? Everyone needs to have someone to help filter through all of life's pollution.

If you don't have anyone like that then you need to find you someone that fits the bill. A kind and generous soul who sees helping others out as the ultimate thrill.

To the helpers out in our world, being there for others is what fuels them or gets them excited. In their eyes, the best thing that could happen would be everyone come together as one, all united.

Who has your back when everyone else has turned on you and fled? Who will be there when no one else seems to care about the words you have said.

No matter what you do or say it is not ever good enough for what they believe that they want. Which leaves you feeling worthless if you are being honest with yourself and up front.

What can possibly be done when every last option is all for naught? When nothing seems to help out no matter what has been bought or got.

Who can be turned to when no one seems inclined to want to help? When the beatdown life is handing out has left your spirit and body all bruised up with welts.

Supposed to be able to have family that can be counted on, no matter the situation. Yet the family is just drifting further and further away with each passing generation.

Some say church is the answer yet that is literally a deadend that has already been tried. Just not what was needed with those feelings coming from deep down inside.

Drawing blanks but are there any other options left to be tried or explored? Of course have the spouse but that is known to be a sharp double edged sword.

Can be a bottomless pit of despair from fights that have went down in the past. Only with plans for the future to strive and reach for can help make it last.

Friends seem non-existent, especially if the topic is helping someone out. Does not matter what been done for them, when help is needed they are not to be found.

A bad first impression is all that is needed to leave sour taste in the mouth. Only reason to consider even trying again would be love for the spouse.

Regardless can do without more problems, cases, or court litigation. Matter of fact would die happy if never have to step one foot in another police station.

But anyway back to the problems in life that are endlessly multiplying. Left feeling so lost and hopeless can only contemplate committing several crimes.

Could just go all out and start wiping out entire cities, committing genocide. If worse comes to worse and out into the light, do it one by one, homicide.

Can't seem to get head straight no matter what do or try to attempt. No wonder that life really is overflowingly full of hurt and contempt.

So why not just turn all the pain as well as suffering onto any and everyone else around. Just treat all with no remorse in return for actions done abound.

Anymore, having thoughts of being locked down in prison would be a blessing to deal with. Since three hots (meals) and a cot (bed) be such an upgrade from life's current endless pits.

Yet still can't get anyone to listen let alone begin to try to compehend. How life can bring on the brink of thinking inside their own cortex this is the end.

Not sure if anyone would notice or pay attention if all that came to pass. Seriously doubt if anyone would bother enough to even take a 2nd glance.

Out of sight, out of mind, experience out of body, they are all three in the mix, with death seemingly as the only viable option to have a limit with.

If was to be decapitated then maybe just maybe could finally smile. No other choice when becoming pain free for the first time in such a long while.

Too bad it take such extreme measures just to be pain free. Yet that is what it takes to feel normal like everyone else in society.

Hopefully have done a good enough job to paint the picture crystal clear, to help make sense on how being decapitated would be a reason to cheer.

Even though obviously wouldn't be capable of achieving a single thing after, it is still worth noting how thrilling it would be to turn the page to the next chapter.

If things were to work out in this fashion still feel righteous, supremely blessed. While also being more than ready to move on to Notorious Big, life after death.

No difference can think of between being single or released, fly free. Escaping daily pain and struggles from life is what it be, new reality.