I plan to tell you,
I know not when
The near future it seems… best,
But our world’s move fast.
Different tracks o’er take us.
August’s stars will see these words.
Now to decide and debate
The intricacies of this detail.
The other side of my mind brings thoughts,
Maybe my heart is confused,
But my resolve is final.
I know he moves me...
He moves me to the core.
And so I move to find the words…
The phrases and the truth.
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All these thoughts in my head
You told me not to have
So I hide them
Like I hide the best parts of me
It’s hard to find the balance
Fear and Love
Those are the things which make me hide
It’s irony at its finest
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The wine is gone again
It helps me calm the storm in my mind
It helps me forget that you don't want me
That you don't talk to me anymore
I know you're busy but you totally lock me out
It lets my mind wander to a time
To a time where you used to talk to me
We connected and it was wonderful
We could think of so many things to say
But now it's dead silence
It is like the rest of my life
I exist to transfer people from the beginning through the trials
I connect the hard spot to the safe spot
And when someone has reached their destination
I am no longer needed
I can disappear into the dark alone
Life moves forward without me
If I try to linger and stay somehow I cause chaos
I see the good in everyone
I try to connect people
Somehow everyone leaves me
I make their consciousness in their conscience open
And they take it out on me
They can never see the truth and I get blamed
So I get pushed away and closed off
The good news is they usually end up happy
In a world that I don't exist or belong in
And I feel I am starting again
After I have been wiped from your assistance
This empty cycle drains my soul
Yet I would give anything to see you happy
My flaws are my greatest weakness
Sometimes I wish I didn't understand how
To unconditionally love another being
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