The Last Few Things
a poem
I will not tell you about how I grew up,
memories that petrify on restless nights.
Instead, I will recount cicadas and
katydids screeching on dusty summer
evenings, having awoken from their slumber,
instinctively searching for a mate.
I will not recall my childhood pain
but rather the last few things that resonate
without burning grief in my brain.
If I dug deep in the yard, I could find clay
hard enough to make plates
for imaginary pie.
I savored the grit in my teeth
because I was hungry
for something undefined.
If I dug deeper,
I might discover long-lost treasure,
or so I would dream
when hoping for something better
was all I had.
I will not ruminate on haunting secrets.
I will find courage in the darkness
like when I clutched the peachy, stuffed bear to my chest
and pretended she was alive.
Little things were soothing when I listened closely—
the pitter-patter heart beat
of a kitten reclining
over my ear,
the rhythmic purring I still hear
sometimes when I can't sleep.
I will not try to be perfect
because it won't prevent the truth
from slipping through
crevices in the retrospect
of my cluttered life.
Red ants and rope swings each bite
in their own way.
“Don’t get closer,” he would say,
and I wondered
why my, then, brother
was shoveling holes in the sand
deep enough to bury an elephant.
Maybe it was because
we didn’t want to remember,
as if it was easy enough
to let rest in peace the embers
of insanity
and these last few things.
The lemon and lime
parrots who sang in my room at night
gave me dreams that I could fly
before I realized how heavy
feathers could be.
A broken tractor
delivered me to masquerades
I could visit once and never after.
How I wish these simple plays
were all I’d ever known.
I will not hold closely
what ruined the
simulacrum of a home.
Instead, I will recall crickets and their melody
on fragile summer evenings
or lone coyotes leering from the trees,
not knowing that they were less frightening
than what was inside.
Often, I will mourn
my emptiness of stolen time,
but I won't leave it all behind.
These last few things
are skinny and far between,
but they’re mine.
About the Creator
Sam Eliza Green
Wayward soul, who finds belonging in the eerie and bittersweet. Poetry, short stories, and epics. Stay a while if you're struggling to feel understood. There's a place for you here.
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