To My Ghost,
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You used to be the blood
Pumping through my veins like rivers
Now, you are the ruby red substance
Oozing from the jagged wounds on my skin
Hidden beneath charcoal coloured clothing
That disguises my pain
Almost as well as this smile does
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You used to run your fingers along my words
(Grooves in paper notebooks)
Now, you are the ink
(Black and blue like bruises)
Once my audience, now my muse
I wonder if you are still watching the stage
(Even from the backrow)
Maybe I should start wearing white
(So you can see the blood from far away)
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I cover my cuts and venture past the moat embracing my house
Between sips from my melancholic flavoured milkshake
I see two girls giggling at the window
A blonde and a brunette, smiles covering half their faces
Huddling together as they share secrets and contentment and promises
The waitress walks right through them
More memories materialising as wraiths
More scars reopening on my skin
More bones bending, whispering warnings of breaking
❀
I conceal the shadows beneath my eyes and steady my shaking hands
Between bites of my nostalgia-battered burger
I see two best friends taking refuge in a corner booth
A fireplace and a blanket, each offering the other warmth
There were raindrops in their eyes as they embraced and
I lost my breath as the girl with dark brown hair dissolved into absence
And the blonde one stared after, arms wrapped around herself
As a cold breeze made the tablecloth dance and cooled her food
More confusion serenading as imaginary people
More conflicted thoughts duelling in my head
More heartstrings stretching, screaming threats of snapping
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My sky is a starless obsidian and
The last I heard of your weather
It was celestial sapphire skies and golden hour glows
You are climbing to mountaintop views and
I am swimming in soil
Sobbing for air
Suffocating in a coffin-less grave
❀
My skin is cut and bleeding and
Yours is tattooed in new beginnings
We pulled on the lifeline between us
Desperate to gain ground as if it were a game of tug-of-war
When you cut it effortlessly, I ended up on my back in the dirt
Friction burnt hands and a fear of holding on
❀
I weave words into the human-shaped hole you left in my life
When you deemed me not worth the fight
❀
Together, you and I learnt how loneliness could transform into safety
Apart, we watched shelter turn to confinement.
❀
I was a fireplace
You were a blanket
You burnt when you came too close to me and
I suffocated when I kept searching for comfort in your closeness
❀
I'm shivering with numb fingertips and chilled skin
But despite it all, I hope you find warmth on your own
(I hope I do too.)
❀
Sincerely,
The Haunted One.
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Comments (19)
love it!!
I love this!
Your poetry is truly beautiful and inspiring! The way you use words to convey emotion and paint vivid pictures is simply amazing. Keep writing and sharing your talent with the world, as your words have the power to touch many hearts and souls. Thank you for sharing your gift with us!
The first line actually got me "pumping through my veins"
Wow I love how you broke this up! Beautifully done!
Very hunting poem for sure, it was like a story .🥰
I felt this to my core. Achingly beautiful. Hearted and subscribed—you have a new fan in me, Poppy!
Been there. Not done with that. Do we ever get to be finished, to sail away on a sea of forgetfulness &/or contentment that fills every empty space within us? Achingly beautiful. Congratulations on top story.
Oh my. The heaviness in this haunting is crippling. Really well done. ❤
Congratulations on your Top Story❤️😉💯🎉
This was beautiful. I love the lines I was a blanket and you were a fireplace. So well done. You are incredibly talented
Wow. This is incredible. Congrats on the top story
Well worthy of the recognition! Congratulations!
Masterfully done! Brilliant work! BRAVO!
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Ahh, Poppy, I always love the way you express yourself. Such beautiful melancholy. There were too many lines for me pick one out. Superb. Congratulations on Top Story :)
Congratulations on your Top Story
Wow. Just wow. This is brilliant, so rich in emotion and depth. The visuals in my mind as I read this were full of color. Fantastic piece, Poppy! ❤️
Poppy, this was so beautifully expressed and so heart wrenching. Your power over words is captivating!