The Heartache Chronicles
Poetry Collection
Forewarning
Grief is unpredictable,
no instance is the same,
sometimes it's a drizzle,
other times, a hurricane,
so whilst I'm sitting quietly,
my only company: my pain,
pull up a chair beside me,
before it starts to rain.
...
The Start of the End
A screen lights up,
glows warmth into
empty eyes,
electric energy
singes finger tips
tapping out replies,
"Where are you?"
I ask, I sigh, I hope,
as your words flood the screen.
that the buzz eliciting butterflies,
will let me fly on their wings,
I miss you.
"Can't make it. Call you later,"
so casually he abandons,
leaves me hanging, left to die
I should be disappointed,
I'm disappointed that I'm not,
he said he'd call,
he said he'd call!
A new thread for me to grasp,
a promise of
his velvet voice
cooing happiness at last.
...
(Not) Coping
Paranoia poison,
I sip upon thy brew,
wilful intoxication,
creating problems new.
Infectious illness spread
your thoughts made of fire,
my innards set ablaze,
destroying all desire.
My words are a weapon,
you've no armour, weak,
why won't you deny?
why won't you speak?
You've been silenced,
by the monster in your home,
abusive accusations,
you're facing them alone.
Sickness in my stomach,
but it's realised too late,
you leave without a word,
a self-fulfilling fate.
Paranoia poison,
you've proved yourself true,
he's never coming back,
and it's all thanks to you.
...
Freedom
My stained fingertips,
drip regret upon the floor,
red wine coloured skin,
breathless lungs sore.
New year's resolution,
resolved on January fifth:
learn how to forget him,
his love was a myth.
...
The New
I sleep with the fan on
in midwinter.
Roaring blades do well
to mask the silence.
Chilled air does well
to caress my skin.
Cold noise is preferable
to the void you gifted.
About the Creator
Jade Hadfield
A writer by both profession and passion. Sharing my stories about mental health, and my journey to becoming a better writer.
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