The game you played

Because I thought that love existed, I fell so hard. I fell harder than I ever thought possible. And you… you led me down that path, you guided me into the fall. All with a smile on your face.. you knew exactly what you were doing. The whole time, my love grew and grew, and never once did you let me know, that it was nothing more than a game to you. How far can you take this? How stupid can you make me look? When will I catch on and the other shoe will drop? Did you ever stop to think that my life was wrapped up in this lie? Did you even care about me, even a little? Every day, we spent together, for what I believed was building our future. Now I know and I don’t know what to do with myself. I’m lost, I’m hurt, I am dying inside. It’s more than just my wounded self-esteem or some injured pride… Years of my life wasted on a life that was fake, all because you couldn’t just be honest and let me walk away. Years ago you had the chance to leave without an issue, but you insisted that this is what you wanted. Now I need to walk away from this, to light the match and watch it all burn away. What’s done is done and we can’t go back. I’m sorry but I can’t say I'm going to miss you…