Sunflower Girls
Not all sisters were born under the same roof, but we all gaze at the same sun.
Ever since I was small,
I have loved sunflowers.
Bright yellow faces
Looking up for hours.
Facing the sun
From sunup to sun down.
Head surrounded
By a bright yellow crown.
As it gets late,
They do not turn away,
As the light starts to fade,
For the sun cannot stay.
They turn to each other
As it gets dark.
The light is now gone.
Not even a spark.
But they still have each other
Under September blue skies.
And they will wait patiently
For the sun to rise.
.
Do not break eye contact.
Don’t look to the dark.
There are things in the forest
Behind the park.
Watching and waiting
For sunflower girls
To slip into their dresses
And grandmother’s pearls.
But if you don’t look
Are they really there?
Maybe we’ll look tomorrow
But today we don’t dare.
.
Weeds creeping closer,
Hidden in black.
Creep up our legs
While we’ve turned our backs.
Crawling up higher
To slip round our necks.
Weaving in patterns
Tight and complex.
Wait for the gardener
To bring pesticides
Because we cannot turn
From each other’s eyes.
.
They always say,
“Look on the bright side”.
Then reach for our ankles
As we run to hide.
We look to the sun
And remember their words
And ask ourselves
Why we can’t join the birds
As they lilt through the air
In September blue skies.
But we’re stuck in the ground
With the weeds we despise.
So we cry out
But they don’t hear us pray.
“Look on the bright side,”
They repeat everyday.
And so we grow taller
With only each other
To talk to when weeds
Try to climb up and smother
The breath in our lungs,
In our stems, in our petals.
Perhaps we need barriers
Of stinging nettle
To keep out the things
That are always unwanted.
The things that turn sunflower girls
Into the hunted.
.
A field of sunflowers,
Blooming and bright.
Look to the sun,
Finding the light
In the darkness
And always keeping
Their sunflower sisters
From weeping
When the day ends.
So let me lie
Amongst sunflower girls
Under the blue-soaked sky.
We can stay here
All clustered together,
Protecting each other
From weeds and bad weather.
We’ll sprout our bright yellow
Petals and curls.
Please let me stay
With the sunflower girls.
About the Creator
annie harper
Just an actor from Central Queensland, writing some short stories and poetry. I hope you find one you like <3
TW: a lot of my work contains mentions of self-harm, suicide, death, abuse, and mental illness. Please be gentle with yourself.
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