Sleeping with the enemy (2012)

I thought I tried hard.

To share what little love I had left.-

But after the day you hit me,

Wanted to kill you where you slept.-

I thought I changed for you.-

But, I guess I have not proved to you.-

That I love you for you.-

To unfinished business.-

To whores you've been with.-

From vagrant looks and stares.-

I'm starting not to care.-

Betrayed me from the very beginning.-

Who are you loyal to?-

Because, you make me feel dumb,

used;

A common fool.-

After the fights,-

And me crying all night.-

From your verbal threats to leave.-

Wearing my heart, on my sleeve.-

From crying myself to sleep.-

Watching you trying to creep.-

IT DAWNED ON ME ONE DAY.

I'm sleeping with the Enemy.

He has great expectations of me.

Yet I shouldn't EXPECT anything.

He's calls me his, "Wife"

But I will never get the ring.

Slick ways, that I see through.

But, he won't give me the credit.-

And if I speak up for myself,

I'll regret, that I said it.-

I feel disconnected with someone.-

There should, be a connection

But when a man hits you,-

and cheats on you,-

Should that man,

even get affection?-

Somedays are good.

Most days I have to fight.-

One day I may lose my mind.

One day, I may lose my life.-

I'll never back down,

from what I believe.

Even if I do wear

my heart on my sleeve.-

See,

After the fights.-

And me crying all night.-

From the chic's,

calling your phone.-

From us not being in sync,

or getting along.-

From crying myself to sleep.

Watching you try to creep.

Realized,

that I'm sleeping with the enemy.

You ain't no friend of me.

May your last dream,

be a nightmare of you torturing me.

Take a deep breath.

I hope you die in your sleep-AK