Self Soluble

I'm incredulous.

exorbitantly comprehended-less

With a magnitudinal equivalence

allocated both in the direction of my fatuity (puerility)

and this other, less familiar

but

more well known superset

apparently monotonic and without bound

approaching divinity

without mortal self fecundity

but indivisible

apparently extrusive

benevolent

and it's crushing really,

crashing

and quite contingent on the way gravity makes a habit

of traveling in a single direction

once you see it

out the window

as rain

ah, and the self rains

to drain self heaven of self's tears

or to baptize self hell of self's fears

you begin to notice little movements of

the wind in the soul like that

how your expectations flutter

dependent on the way fluid dynamics

are often full of ironic novelties

then,

then

negligence becomes negligible

like when you realize you've been watched

across the room

someone is curious about your name

previously null

antecedently existance-less

but now the mind has a reference to what was there

and that someone is curious about your name

and you realize that the rain becomes negligible

so you don't watch it anymore