Restless

I feel restless.

I can't sit.

I can't move.

Distracted;

Unsure of where to start.

I need to work.

I need to move beyond.

But am I enough?

How do I choose?

How will I know?

I want to work.

I want more.

I want better.

So why don't I try?

Why am I so doubtful?

Why do I sit idle?

Show after show;

Video after video;

Scroll after scroll;

I have such ambitions.

The only thing holding me back,

Is me.

Is this the first step?

Recognizing I am the mountain?

I am the journey;

Of myself, over myself.

Beyond my own doubts.

My own insecurities.

Work. What work?

Plans. What plans?

Ambitions. What ambitions?

Am I enough?

I am.

Restless.