She's a mess of material
Tightly wrapped and finely designed
Lines aligned and curved at the sides
Looming, sleek, and demanding eyes.
Can I play her heartstrings?
Does she want me to play the melody?
Or does she anticipate mistakes?
And do I really care?
Does the violin notice who plays it
Beyond being impressed upon and used?
Does the music fill her head
Like to me it fills the room?
And do I want to destroy us both
In the short term or the long
To gather in my senses a mirage?
To fiddle with, to orchestrate, to finalize a song?
Do I read the paper right?
Are my hands enough lithe?
And am I holding this violin close enough,
Gracefully enough to my side?
This is not my instrument
And this is not my sound
And what I have looked for in her symphony
Would never here be found.
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About the Creator
S. Alex
In my 20's, nonbinary, and some kind of lost.
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