I am in an identity conundrum
stepping in-between fandoms
of the curvaceous and athletic
self-acceptance and aesthetic
The perspective gets complex.
I see nothing wrong with self love
when it's not at another's expense
but if love means feeding n addiction
then the answer becomes "it depends"
On this journey
Every bite is a rep in the other direction
Processed foods trying to kill my discretion
Push and pull until I feel the burn
fighting to love this skin in return
When I look in a mirror
And see who is standing there
I remember what little love I started with
And the adequacy I longed for
Someday I'll find or make it;
But for now,
once more.
About the Creator
DEUXQANE
93% of communication is non-verbal. Here's the other 7%.
I'm a licensed therapist. I love my kettlebell, steel mace, and rower. I've a soft spot for sci-fi, rollerblading, herbalism, poetry, drag race, EDM, and spending time in nature.
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