I won't remember the sweet moment you tried to create
I'll remember you telling me I didn't deserve the gift before
Until I became what you wanted me to be
I'll remember sadness every time I look at it
And the feeling of my throat closing up
I'll remember trying to not cry in front of you
Like every time before
I'll remember crying myself to sleep later that night
Quietly to not wake the person next to me
I'll remember that you left me feeling hollow
During what should have been a happy time
I'll remember because I won't be able to forget
Carrying around this desperately sad ache forever
I'll remember hating myself for thinking things had changed
And for believing I could trust you again
I'll remember that your love is conditional
And that's not how love should be
About the Creator
Diana
I fancy myself a writer.
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