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If you know, you know

Content Warning - Plus, I'm okay.

By Paul StewartPublished 3 years ago • 1 min read

If you know, you know

lights red

time green

step on future

end future

easy for me

to let go

to give in

auto collision desires

tyremarks

leave marks

erase soul marks

Selfish? yes

easy for me

not behind the wheel

under wheel

blackout

quick fix

no fix

pain inherited

by...

those left behind

if you know, you know

"it doesn't really matter"

one step

off the pavement

into nothing

the pull is strong

dive into the cold

loch, lake or river

pulled under

the undercurrent

erase the undercurrent

of sadness

powering my soul

chilling me

erasing everything

blue skin

easy for me

struggle for breath

struggle to stay afloat

pulled under

the lack of breath

the end

quick fix

Blackout

quick fix

no fix

pain inherited

by...everyone left behind

Selfish? yes

easy for me

not the search party

if you know, you know

one dive

off the shore

into nothing

if you know, I'm sorry

burden

may always be there

behind everything

but

hope is there

lift it

give it

burden

pain

suffering

weight of all

suffocating you

help is there

if you know, you know

reach out

under the wheel

under the current

doesn't need to be the end

"Everybody Hurts"

headlights

searchlights

don't need to be the end

*

Thanks for reading!

Author's Notes: More trickle-trickle- publishing. Trust me, I'm alright. Despite how it sounds. Just expressing, getting rid of some stuff.

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About the Creator

Paul Stewart

Award-Winning Writer, Poet, Scottish-Italian, Subversive.

The Accidental Poet - Poetry Collection out now!

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    Written by Paul Stewart