I Really Want To

Treat you how a queen deserves to be treated

I Really Want To

I really want to be in your life

I care about you, it’s why I published this book on your twentieth birthday

We’re still getting to know each other, but I just don’t know

From the first day that I saw you, something kept pulling us together

What can explain the emotion, intuition has a lingo of its own

All them months we went without talking, I had feelings for you the entire time

Although I was trying to deny it

It was killing me that I couldn’t get to you

So I did everything I could not to have you on my mind

I tried to not think about you as much

Universe told me otherwise, go address this situation it said

If not, then I’ll keep throwing it your way until you get off your ass and do something about it

I’ve decided to do so, and you’ve opened up right into my arms

I used to pedestal you, now I see you’re like me too

Human

I really want to be in your life

You had these boys stand you up, I know

I had these girls stand me up, it’s why I been solo

2019 is the first year that I didn’t go back to my old woes

By that, I mean habits

I left all the bullshit in the past, cut off a lot of dead weight for the better of my health

This journey of repairing myself has been excruciatingly difficult and detaching, but it’s for the better

Once the transformation is complete, I’ll look back on it and be happy that it happened

I can teach you some things, and you can teach me some things

I see well beyond your looks, trust me

I want you for who you are, that’s why I’m not rushing the process

I know it’s going to be worth it, just gotta be more patient

I really want to be in your life

I know you need some fun

I can show you the feelings that I had for you all these years

I can show you the feelings that cannot be encoded into language,

a book could not simply explain it

I can show you the feelings that I had for you all these years

I really want to hug you and feel your touch

I really want to talk to you and tell you how I feel about my life

I really want to spend the night with you and cook breakfast together the next morning

I really want to spend the night with you and help you look after your dogs

love poems
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Khali Raymond (savage writer)

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