I’m not an empath
But maybe I should be
Our relationship
Was never real,
It was an idea
It was a fiction
It was a fantasy
That we created around lies
You said that you loved me
And I said I loved you back
But I didn’t
I lied to you
And I lied to myself
How could I let myself lie about something so dire?
About something so sensitive?
Part of that was true though
I did love you,
Platonically
Never romantically
But it's quite hard really,
To distinguish the two apart
It’s a dangerous game
Because you can’t just go around
Saying the L word
Which is the mistake I made
I did just that
I went around saying the L word
And I hurt you
And I didn’t even realize it
I was so unfazed by our breakup
That it made me realize
How much I had to force myself to like you
And how much you cared for me
So effortlessly
Like it came naturally to you
And I exploited that out of you
Which I will admit was wrong of me
But it felt wrong of you
To pile all of those big L feelings into me
It felt unnatural
It felt uncomfortable
And I let you pour your everything out
Only to watch it wash down the drain with ease
I stuck a knife through your full heart
And twisted it with a sick grin
Doing nothing but watch what was once
Become never again
I’m not an empath
I never understood how you could’ve liked me so much
And I still don’t
But I think that’s okay
Because you pushed me to become better
And I pushed you to find better
And we both got what we wanted in the end
We just did it,
In the worst way possible.
About the Creator
Beau Green
i have an uncurable illness called 'teenage emotions', and you all have to deal with it. sorry not sorry.
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