Had A Good Home When I Left
...you're right
THE LINE WAS SIGNED
and I left to follow through
follow thru on signed honor
to "DO MY BEST" at learning to pretect the rest
of what was left behind.
Children, stored life and a rabbit.
I left
I left
and they stormed in.
They stormed in ...
wild and disruption fashioned...
"NO MONEY"
"NO CAR"
"NO WAY" to do they own thing
No how
and it wasn't gonna matter
if MA knew what they was going to do.
My job was to monitor them
Know their actions
Curb their deeds and misdeeds.
They stormed in
and took the keys to the rabbit
used the checks to the bank
bought gas, snacks and
THEY LEFT (you're right)
to do what siblings out of control do.
They were irresponsible
they were "not to blame"
they were uncontrollable
in and of themselves
in my absence.
My absence gave them freedom from the constraint of being "told on"
to mom
who was now undercover of caring
...playing guardian
for a month or two of Sundays
while I stepped... prominaded... called out cadence
and forwarded what was earned
to the care of two
left to a guardian.
THEY LEFT and wrecked the rabbit
ran low the funds
and bore ticket after ticket on the title plate thereon.
They left no ideal for respect for their relation
gave no clue as to their direction
(South to New Orleans) for a day.. or two... or few)
at our expense... the guardian... two left behind... and I.
And when it was ended
when the day had drawn to
...the marching was over
the bending been done;
when the flight plan had landed
and the honor was won
I CAME BACK
to rebuild a "good home"
for the two left behind
conclude setter fees paid for guardian love
impart the misdealings with a Rabbit... undone
implore the good record implored on barren account
reconcile clothing accounts and settle for items stored
while I went out to gather up
a pittance from the third income.
Went shopping for the husband man
left behind... assured
and settled up the aftermath
of life and home restored.
I had a good home when I left?
You're right...
the job, the car and the kids...
you're right
The man?
he switched over night...
so right
I could make a good home
on my own
...on my own...
...on my own. good night.
About the Creator
CarmenJimersonCross-Safieddine
A widow, sharing experiences. SHARING LIFE LIVED, things seen, lessons learned & spreading peace where I can.
Call me "Gina" ( pronounced "jeena" ) short for REGINA
more at my original page https://vocal.media/authors/carmen-jimerson-cross
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