Gaming blaming

15JAN2023; SUN

He says he Loves me. He says he Loves me not.

Today, I'm all his. Tomorrow, I'm forgotten about.

He can't take Love. But he gives it; while being a serial heartbreaker.

Am I a masochist; or is he just torturous? Who's to blame in a never ending game?

Being misused, then being brought to shame. It's a blissful pain that I can't explain.

Some will say it's Love. It just makes you do crazy things.

But I think this "game" is the torture. You'll never understand my pain until you suffer it.

But even then, that brings more pain inside of me. Bandaging wounds that I keep letting bleed.

In all actuality I wanna be freed. Whatever ties we have won't keep me here; and it won't make you stay.

So why mention it anyway? Nothing will change.

You hate me for Loving you. And I hate you for hating me.

I have enough Love for three. Hopefully all there is, is me...

-Kittrell.

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Thanks in advance for any and all Love shown to me and my work. It won't soon be forgotten; in any way, shape, form, or fashion.

Peace and Love.

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