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sorry not sorry

By Heather HublerPublished about a year ago β€’ 1 min read
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Fuck this day,

No, fuck this year!

I can't handle one more

thing going wrong.

I just can't.

I want a break, I want a sign,

I want to stop waiting

for the other shoe to drop

all.the.damn.time.

I NEED my stress level to

drop below 'red fucking alert.'

I feel burnt out, stressed out,

wrung out, just plain out.

I don't even want to celebrate

the good stuff,

because it feels like

the moment I do,

three

more

bad

things

happen.

Complication after problem,

after trainwreck,

after shitshow.

Some things are big,

too big to wrap my head around.

Some are small,

but they build and build,

one on top of the other.

Maybe I'm just whining.

Maybe I should just shut up.

Maybe everything will work out eventually.

Maybe I'll feel differently tomorrow.

And maybe everything will still suck.

Who knows?

But today can still go fuck itself.

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This last year has just been rough. Some days, I can accept that and just keep going and others, well, this poem says it all. Can anyone relate? Thank goodness for having a creative outlet to express it all.

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  • Gerald Holmesabout a year ago

    Well, you put my last year into words perfectly. LOL!

  • Veronica Coldironabout a year ago

    Right on Sista!

  • Cathy holmesabout a year ago

    I remember this gem, and my original comment still stands because my Tautogram got rejected for word count. Son of a bitch, again!

  • Gina C.about a year ago

    I love this poem so much! I can't believe I never commented on it before -- I know I've seen it and I love it. It says everything so perfectly! Feeling this today. πŸ₯Ή

  • Oh, I'm so sorryyyyy that everything had been going so wrong for you πŸ₯Ί Sending you good and happy vibes! ✨️πŸ₯°

  • FYI (I love ❀️ that picture in the window πŸͺŸ haha πŸ˜‚...

  • We'll Lass πŸ’ƒI just wanted to declare openly πŸšͺβ€οΈπŸ˜‰πŸ”ŠWELL SAIDπŸ‘β€οΈβ€πŸ”₯πŸ’―β—β—β—β—β—

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  • Kelli Sheckler-Amsdenabout a year ago

    Man, I sure understand that. Great job being my spokesperson

  • Aphoticabout a year ago

    Can definitely relate. Felt these words in my soul. You are not alone in the shitnadoπŸ’©πŸŒͺ

  • Cathy holmesabout a year ago

    Perfectly said. That last line nailed it. Btw, this platform can fuck itself to because I had to log in again before I could comment. Son of a bitch. Lmao

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