There is a huge fear living inside of me that struggles with the idea of finding someone who loves me so much
because I do not love myself enough
and how can someone love me more than I will ever love me?
there has been a big part of me that has wasted pretending to ever be happy
I cannot see my future because I am so obsessed with being stuck in the past
it is hard work when i am overthinking to the max
there is a great fear in me because i question:
will i ever be good enough?
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I want to grow
I want to grow and I’m going to grow. I’m not going to be this version of myself anymore and you won’t know who I become. You won’t talk to her, or be by her side as she goes through life— you won’t know her. Her heart won’t even remember the small moments that’ve clung to it for so long. I’ll watch her embrace a new life that has nothing to do with you, and there won’t be a space waiting like there has been for far too long.
By Aathavi Thanges6 days ago in Psyche
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