our relationship was built on so many fake and empty promises and I’m still waiting patiently for all of the things that you promised to happen
By pam2 years ago in Poets
In all actuality I write to battle against my agony and grief I'm hopeless and I really want others to feel my wretchedness so I will feel less hopeless
I think that is crazy that i believed every lie that you ever told because I never wanted to hear the truth I never wanted to be hurt so instead he painted all of the lies in pink and glitter and then gave it to me on a plate
I know what I deserve and I should never have to beg for it for those who refuse to fight for me I should never have to fight them to stay
There is a huge fear living inside of me that struggles with the idea of finding someone who loves me so much because I do not love myself enough
I realised the hard way that to move on passed from my past relationship I had to mourn through it I had to face it deeply head on
The truth is that I write in order to fight against my pain and heartache I am miserable and I need others to feel my misery so that I will feel less miserable
In the end I had to realise that if I said no it means that I will be saying yes to something better in the future all it took was patience to realise I did not need to settle for less just yet
pink and spark light never dark happy and free a whole new me A new world for me to explore crying to sleep does not happen anymore
The relief I felt that i had finally spoken and even though what happened to me made me broken speaking up some how fixed me magically
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