Exhaustion

Pool of blood

Against my hell-bound shadow

The shades of different forms he ensnares, entangles, chains

The exhaust of my lifeline like a brutal string, teasing the Thread of Life

By wearing out the story

With dull scissors

My body wears out like a mortal

But he received me as a hell-bent soul

I circle the exhaust

Of that tapped-out smoke

Had I choked

I wish I could die, really die

I'm excited to be this exhausted

It might mean

I will finally break

Break into pieces he no longer can fuck with

But I'm in love with my exhaustion

But really

I'm so fucking in love with

you