Dear Jame, I hope you like it up there in heaven
man why you kill yourself whats been happening
lately you've been on my mind
I miss when I could see you smiling
I've been going through a rough patch with a woman
It came to my mind while I was chilling
I got a picture of you on my wall so every day you serve as a reminder
I wonder what it was you were after
Life was better with you in it
I miss when you called me your Idiot
Those times I miss and cherish
Everyday you come to mind
I wish Id been there when suicide was your lifeline
I could have helped you
now I cant live with myself
If I hadn't been gone
I could have sensed something was wrong
Now your dead
And all I feel is sadness and dread
A sense of self-loathing
Its been a rough couple of years
Trying to hold back tears
all your friends miss you
I hope your finally happy
This isn't the final goodbye
Ill see you again
In time
About the Creator
Chris Irby
I don't wanna die without any scars
Without pain, without sacrifice, we would have nothing.
I found freedom. Losing all hope was freedom.
It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything.
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Very sad. Sorry for your loss.