collections no.8

Someone else

i want to say im sorry i love you

but i won’t apologize for something i didn’t do

im an idiot and you’d never let me forget it

you’re better off

it was over before it ever grew

i know i messed up repeatedly

relentlessly

i know i sabotaged violently

unaccepting of the fact that i could ever deserve you

im sorry

and i love you

i wish i was someone else before i met you

Young & Fun

What happened to your hand

it doesnt feel the same in mine

you used to clutch books

now you hold guns

i held it so down i never grew up

i know we agreed a word of this and your game

i wouldnt speak

but this isnt anymore fun

so when you tattooed "loyalty"

i tried so hard to get free

First Time

i remember the first time after you kissed me

you pulled back opened your eyes

and said "i have wanted to do that for some time"

now, having our last kiss, i wonder if you're thinking the same thing while you leave.