Close your eyes

She said close your eyes

And everything will become clear

I looked for you for so long

I don’t know who I am anymore

Just close your eyes and the answers will be yours

Looking for a way out I became my worst enemy

Feeling the motions of the waves I couldn’t stop

Waiting for something to arrive

But it never came

I close my eyes and waited for him to come

It has been a long sixteen years

Still living on borrowed time

Seeking something more

Close my eyes and it be over soon she said

Maybe that’s what I needed to move on

I must carry a broken heart and a damaged spirit

Having to go through a hell I never was built for

Your love brought me to my knees

My love for you destroyed what I had left

My foundations been brought to ruin

I crumbled under the pressure

I close my eyes so I can’t see what you’re doing to me

What you did made me open my eyes

Now I see the truth

Bright and clear

You’re toxic beyond belief

It’s hard to take in

Where the life in me can’t take it anymore

I would’ve done anything for you

I’m screaming inside for a relief

From the pain you caused