Bleeding Soul

I've come to the conclusion

I will always be alone

No matter how close I try to get

They always seem to run

It's like being locked inside a cell

A prisoner for the acts I've never done

It's like dying and being reborn

Over and over

With the same anguish of loneliness

Why do people seem so far away

I want to connect and have them stay

But it's like I'm not there

Like a phantom on its way to the fiery gates of hell

I want to be loved a concept that escapes me

I'm not perfect, and social edict deserts me

I want to live in your world

Not tortured by this pain that haunts me

Why can no one hear my silent screams

What can I do to be free

Free from the curse that plagues me

Is it wrong for me to share my world with another

Am I broken or incomplete

If so then, just take my bleeding soul away

Just take me pain away and fix me

I want more from this wretched world

I want more than this loneliness that plagues me