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Armor

A Poem

By Atomic HistorianPublished 3 years ago Updated 2 years ago 1 min read
Armor
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As I climbed inside of you

You I thought I became harmless

I took up arms

Against all that would do me harm

I fought every battle I could

Inside of you I hide from the world

Little did I know

You were doing more harm than good

As you chafed my skin under your heat and weight

I learned I could not win

The longer I stayed

The more I drew closer to my fate

To die in you

If I did not learn to escape from you

To risk exposure to the world

As I took you off

The more my skin peeled with each shell

As they fell to the ground

Oh god the smell

My rotting flesh exposed to the world

An unquenchable stench

A body no wench would touch

A grotesque monster is all I’ve become

Hidden away from years of fear

Fear of being vulnerable

Of imagined wounds

Never seeing the self-inflicted wounds from staying in you too long

I was wrong

You weren’t my protector

You were my prison

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