About being in a healthy relationship
... after a really, really toxic one.
It is not easy
For I still think
Tomorrow I will wake up to a problem
That is here today
And I am the only one who does not know it
But it is also quite wonderful
For now I can feel loved and worthy
Even though sometimes
I fear it to be a daydream
I fear the illusion I once woke up from
But this time
The fear is only here because once
There was pain
And since the beginning
Of this beautiful love story
Pain is just a memory
A reminder of everything I can't accept again
Pain is just a reminder of everything I will never go through again
Pain is, also, a reminder of a time when I did not know love
I know love now
I know love is honest
I know love is as beautiful as it comes
I know love now.
I will not face anything that seems like love and fall for it again
Because I know love now
I know it feels as I feel whenever I am with you
About the Creator
Yasmin Brussulo
I write about love, relationships, dreams, pop culture, art, Brazil, and whatever else I might set my mind off to.
I am a belly dancer, an English teacher, and the proud mother of a beautiful cat.
Please, make yourself comfortable.
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