COVID-PTSD

12 Monkeys... The world has a cold? Is it sick of us? Well maby we are sick of it? Fine screw everyone. The back and fourth is crazy. At first it was cool to have the day and night to yourself . Few people in the way of grabbing a bite to eat, very light traffic. Just clear runways everywhere. Then anger, confusion, frustration and a tidal wave of other random emotions. Now peace in solitude. All the things that were so important can not be reached. The moment of numbness...

How many days, weeks , months possibly years will go by before anything matters again? As the light of that question fades so does humanity. What a mess of things. Having to consider learning a new way to exist in an even more distance society seems to only make giving a crap even less.

Wondering how we all came so far to end up so far behind? With all the movies, songs and just random theories this seems an inevitably. Just disappointed how we all played into the hands of this nothing. Is one of the only ways to get threw this , to just simply disconnect? Even considering that thought is a step towards nothing. Why do the powers that be want everyone to yield all of themselves to nothing? The going’s on right now is the worst twisted granie si-fi black and white D movie. Just can’t be real. Someone yell cut.

Surviving is paramount. This changes everything. First the government shut down that crippled an already fragile society and now a virus to choke out the last breath of life as we knew it . That alone is enough to want to detach. Now getting close can mean death. We are literally running to hide from the air . How foolish we must look like from a satellite view. Not wanting to take part in any of this at all. But how do you avoid the air? How do we turn our backs on breathing? What kind of simple trap are we walking right into?

Remaining confident in creative people seems all that there is left. The hero’s of our time. The believers fighting second by second to remain open to the possibilities . Just is too easy for the nothing to take over. Tragedy sounding the horn to any and all Creative Warriors to create a way out of the dark corner so many have painted themselves in. Lonely being normal. How many generation’s will suffer from this? What place in history will this hold? More questions to stop caring about. The disconnect is all too real. Fortunately optimism is the reality of waking up another day.

There is still something to believe in. The ironic portion is that we should all be happy to wake up and breathe air. Wait air is still dangerous. What the hell! How do you disconnect from the air? Should we prepare to purchase filtered air? Anyone going to the moon? Hella serious! The moon is looking like the best option. Already use to being alone. Plenty of time to learn how to pilot a rocket ship. I am sure there is a class on YouTube . Or a story on Vocal . This is funny and not a joke. Thease are some of the thoughts from isolation and this is only the beginning.

Another month of shelter in place says the news report as of March 30,2020. More silly conduct from “the president “ The governments childish ways seems to have led us to an early end. Victims of brats in adult bodies. People are dying and president talks about his hair... A lack of diplomacy between world leaders seems to have ushered in ever nasty thing possible. Hazmat jogging suits. Some people sitting naked on bus stop benches. Anything to be defiant in the face of crisis.

Enough years and documentation have gone by to show this is more than just a random accourance. Accountability at the highest level is a must. Are we entering a life time of martial law?.. Unexceptable! This is not for fear! This is for growth! The Q&A that comes out of a quarantine society will determine the levels of COVID-PTSD... Any questions? Any answers?