I Worked for 10 Years. Here's Why I'd Never Go Back to Being a Full-Time Student.
The Flyer Under the Table Leg
At ten p.m., I came out of the office. The wind at the subway entrance rattled the billboards. A guy in a gray hoodie handed me a flyer. Grad school sprint, star teachers predict questions, refund if you fail. I took it, folded it twice, stuffed it into my coat pocket. He said, Miss, take a look. I nodded, didn't stop. I used to hand out flyers like that, outside Normal University, eighty a day, one boxed meal included. The boxed meal was shredded potato and a chicken leg. The chicken leg was frozen, ice still on the skin. I did it for three days. It didn't change anyone's fate. It changed my phone bill that month. Later I sold the rest of the flyers as scrap paper. Got four yuan fifty. Bought a milk tea, medium, pearls swapped for coconut jelly. The clerk asked, Less sugar? I said, Normal. Normal meant full sugar. By the end, the pearls stuck to the bottom. I couldn't suck them up.