I Want To Be Somebody Else… pt.2

I am still wishing to be somebody else. A somebody that will stand tall and correct the wrongs of the universe. A somebody that will do what is right for our home on earth and not to face defeat by not trying to mend the issues forcing us into daily complications of confusion, distractions, and loneliness of if whether or not the world is meant to carry on. Surely the world itself is not bad but it would certainly be the messes we create, maintain, and never try to scrabble out of with in the means of understanding if these habits are toxic or safe.

For the most part the things we as humans overlook are toxic habits. The safe habits would never allow for bad consequences or punishment be arisen from what was done. The karma behind most things such as ignoring and neglecting global issues is a stream of anger that gets passed off through mental illness or the “chemical imbalance” that is created by the weights of what is going on versus by the weights of what is getting done about them.

Does “no one” care that we exist and live in a danger zone? A space being beaten down by the imperfections we as people maintain and don’t witness hard enough the repercussions of what is thrown into our lives by doing something that is morally and valuably wrong in just so many ways. We need to quit the bad stuff because it’s literally driving me up a wall to see how little to almost none of us as humans work towards happiness and fighting for our rights to be able to embrace the cure. I have figured that “the cure” lays behind illegal methods. Meaning that for 1. The cure exists.

For 2. It is only out of our reach due to judicial laws that prefer being followed rather than to understand why the law was broken and by being broken and then being used by trust worthy beings that can possibly turn this place around.

Then on for 3. Maybe that there is some specific methods that are good for a certain type of person but not for the next…yet it’s never okay to rally up a group of people and classify them as the same. Since many have their ways they still deserve some sort of positive protection due to the case of treating everyone equally.

I’m blossoming and it is a fun event yet I am scary worried about where my anticipation is located. She is no where to be found and it’s upsetting that there is this instance that pressures me into finding out what really happened and why there were no preventions towards the evil and incorrect route of existing for us that needs to be examined for. I mean couldn’t we just reject the same thing of what is even causing the problems we or anyone has to face on the daily or even once in a while or for those of who are living in fear and are awaiting the moment in which they may be able to escape from that piece of reality and start a sudden devotion towards planning and keeping things correct in their own personal set.

The pressure is certainly on and the damage may have been done but what’s worse? In the eyes of people that want to fight an injustice of humanity carrying on out a difficult stitch of lack of peace and lack of safety? It’s the cause of humans and what they do by coming out of their shell too soon and use the entertainment industry as an excuse for copying the impressionable scenes that then cause more of a disturbance from our peoples to more of our peoples! The innocent ones even or well maybe actually especially. To the ones who wanted to propose a lifestyle of greater satisfaction but never got there due to the issues of violence and more crimes that deliver fear into our front door steps and makes the invisible chains of depression tighten and can’t be shook off.

Just because these ones had planted and picked up pieces of the mess that nobody truly needed but it is still there due to conspiracy’s towards why the collapse of humanity hasn’t been occurring or that it is not on the world’s agenda for such a thing to happen. So I place my uncertainty for the world today in a jar of sweet dreams praying that someday and someday soon that the earth will grow and become more wise to the edges of what we have been going through will then become reality’s force of steadying the lost examples in which we never deserved to have but very well can zone in and call back for the blessings we as a nation have lost or lack to receive due to the conditions of where the blessings had been sent away from.