The Very First Time

Jasmine stared in the mirror. She knew she was beautiful with ample sized breasts and gorgeous chunky thighs, but she just couldn't be as beautiful as her. Even worse there was no chance of getting that young sexy lady out of her head. They had literally just met damn it! Besides she was into men not women! She had been out clubbing at a down town club called Sauce. She hadn't known it was an LGBTQ club until she had walked in, and she didn't care as long as it had a dancefloor. She was intending to dance alone, until she walked in. Yes she! She with the gorgeous big breasts, she with the beautiful ample stomach, she with the tight, beautiful thighs. Jasmine had no idea why she was thinking about women in sexual terms, she wasn't normally like this. However, she was single and pretty much happy about that, as being single enabled her to play, no strings attached. She didn't want tying down for the rest of her life. That would be simply too boring for her sex life! Jasmine thought for a minute, there was no way she could be into women, she only ever had sex with men. She brushed her long, wavy dark hair, and decided that after a late night, coffee was the only solution to waking her up. She planned to go back to that club tonight and find that gorgeous female who had her all hot and bothered. She needed to understand why she felt this way. Was it infatuation? Sexual? or was she simply just drawn to her? Either way, she needed to know.

Jasmine had work this morning. A long laborious day in the Office on the computer typing yet another article for the Steam! magazine. Steam! was a sexual magazine featuring sex articles mostly aimed at women. It featured a lot of naked women, and, often, Jasmine couldn't resist drooling over them and wondering what it would be like to run her tongue all over their hot bodies. She saw it as just a fantasy. She wasn't sure she could have a sexual encounter with a female, and she wasn't sure that it was right she should act on it either. Of course she had fantasized over it so many times, however, she felt that was all they were fantasies. She went back to work on her article about why women should masturbate, she had pictures of women playing with themselves in front of her, and it was turning her on in an extreme way. She thought back to the gorgeous female in the club last night, which frustrated her even more. Boy! she needed this day to end, just so she could go home and get some relief from the deep state of arousal that she was in. She had a few hours to go before that happened. She distracted herself from the magazine by closing off the computer she was working on, and decided to take a fifteen minute coffee break.

The day finally ended, and Jasmine headed home. She headed straight to her bedroom, taking off her clothes and getting her vibrator out of the drawer. She laid completely naked on the bed, massaging the vibrator over her whole body while playing with herself. She was fantasying over the beautiful lady from the club, and she had to cum. She masturbated her vagina, while rubbing the vibrator back and forth inside her. She played with her breasts and touched her stomach, and finally she played with herself until she came, letting her warm juices flow over her fingers and licking the taste of her own fluids from them. She let out a satisfying smile and dressed, then headed to the club to find that girl.

There she was, sat at the bar in a gorgeous tight leather mini skirt and a crop top. Jasmine was taking in every inch of her lush body. She was tempted to touch her, but she was too shy. This was a female, she might not take nicely to being touched by another female. Jasmine distracted herself with conversation:

"Hi, my name is Jasmine. I saw you sat here alone. Would you mind if I joined you." Jasmine asked her.

"Hi! I'm Jenny and I'd be glad to have your company." Jenny replied, winking at her.

Jasmine felt a little uneasy. She wasn't sure why Jenny had winked. Was she flirting with her? This can't be, she is female. Jasmine didn't understand why this thought had entered her head. She felt confused and frustrated, however, whilst sat with this beautiful female, she was having strong sexual urges and she was feeling ashamed and wanted to hide them.

Jenny picked up on Jasmines feelings.

"Its ok, most of the women who come here usually come looking for men and women, you don't have to be shy." Jenny told her.

"I don't usually pick women, I go for men. I just wanted company." Jasmine replied shyly. She had no idea how Jenny had picked up on her vibes, but she sure as hell wasn't going to act on it. She would be criminated for it both at work and by her friends.

"We all have a first time. Did you know this was an LGBTQ club?" Jenny asked.

Jasmine was careful how she answered. She didn't want to offend or make Jenny feel discriminated. She wasn't certain how to explain why she came here. She decided to tell Jenny the truth.

"I came here the other night because I heard music. I like to dance and I thought this was just a dance club. I came here to dance tonight, but I recognised you from the other night and I wanted to say hi."

Jenny smiled and nodded. She knew this beautiful lady liked her, but she had no idea how to bring her out. She saw Jasmine watching her the other night, and she really wanted to get to know her better. She decided not to rush things. She remembered how awkward it was when she first realized she was sexually attracted to women. She was shy, embarrassed and she felt bad about herself. She had lost many friends since she came out. They had called her a 'whore' and decided she was too dirty for them. It took her a while before she fully embraced her own sexuality, so she decided to give Jasmine time. She knew from the awkwardness that Jasmine was encountering her first attraction to women, and she didn't want to make her feel pressured.

Jasmine kept looking into Jenny's beautiful brown eyes. She was dazzled by the sultriness of them, she traced her eyes to her breasts. She really wanted to touch them. Her eyes moved down to those legs, it was as if her eyes were working of their own accord and she couldn't stop them. She felt strange butterflies in her stomach and she felt ashamed. She made an excuse to go to the bathroom, promising she would be back. She stayed in the bathroom for ten minutes feeling really steamed up and frustrated by her feelings. Her entire body was calling for Jenny's touch, and she had no idea why. She had even tried eying men up that night and it didn't bring on the same feelings; it just did not have the same electricity that she was getting from Jenny.

Time went by. It was 3:30 in the morning. Jasmine was ready to leave, however she did not want to leave without Jenny. She spent the next ten minutes arguing with herself as to whether she should invite Jenny back to hers. Fuck it! she thought to herself. She couldn't hold out much longer, she needed to tell Jenny. But the big question was how? She had already told Jenny she goes for Men? What did that make her? She shook her head and decided it was now or never. She knew she would not forgive herself if she let her go. But...wait a minute! Jenny might have a partner, Jasmine thought to herself. Then another thought struck her, this could be one chance in a life time. She had never had sex with a woman before and she really had a strong need to explore these feelings. However, what if Jenny didn't want it or wanted more? How was she going to handle that? Jasmine didn't want anything serious for now, she just wanted to explore her feelings. She felt nervous about talking to Jenny about this, but she knew she had to do it.

Jasmine headed back to the table where Jenny sat. She sat down fumbling with her fingers nervously. Jenny asked her if she was alright. She felt worried, she wanted Jasmine to feel comfortable with her.

"I'm ok...actually no....Do you want to come to mine?" Jasmine stammered, not really meaning to blurt out those last words.

"Would you rather come to mine instead? We can talk over coffee if you'd like to. It would be so much easier, and I only live around the corner." Jenny replied.

Jasmine accepted with grace. She was still nervous and she didn't want to stay at Sauce any longer. The more she stayed, the worse she felt.

Jenny's place was very neat. It was decorated in neutral colours with a variety of female popstars on the wall. She was a very feminine lady, but that made Jasmine want her even more. Jenny made two cups of coffee and started the talk.

"It is ok if you're attracted to me Jasmine. I'm not ashamed of it, and you shouldn't be either." Jenny told her smiling at her.

"I've never felt like this about a woman before. Men yes, but not women." Jasmine replied.

"I was the same the first time I found myself attracted to a woman too. I denied it for months, then I had my first encounter and I have never looked back since. We are only human, just because we are women doesn't mean that we can't be attracted to each other." Jenny told her

Jasmine thought about this. She had a problem, she had never had sex with a woman and she didn't know how to say it. She changed the subject to something more comfortable for a while.

"Your flat is very quaint, much better than my messy place."

"Oh! I can be messy too sometimes. I'm not always this tidy. It was a wreck in here this morning," Jenny told Jasmine with a laugh.

Jasmine started feeling a little more at ease and proceeded to talk first about music, then about the club. They spent a good few hours just chatting and laughing with each other. Then she lost control and gave Jenny a really long kiss on the lips. She proceeded to apologise, but Jenny just grabbed her and kissed her again. Jenny proceeded to take Jasmines clothes of but Jasmine stopped her.

"Jenny I've never had sex with a female before. I can't do this," Jasmine told her.

"There is a first for everything," Jenny told her whilst fondling her breasts.

Jasmine felt electricity shoot all down her body. Her nipples were standing on edge and she didn't want to stop. She was very tense to begin with, but she soon relaxed into it, letting Jenny touch her stomach and then masturbate her. Jenny smiled and winked while leading Jasmine to the bedroom. She really wanted to make Jasmine feel good, the first experience was always meant to feel consensual and good. She asked Jasmine if she wanted to take it further, and much to her surprise Jasmine consented.

Jenny placed her lips on Jasmines nipples, sucking them gently. Jasmine let out a small soft moan. Jenny then proceeded to plant kisses from her lips, shoulders, breasts all the way down to her toes of which she gently sucked one by one.

"mmm! you taste so sweet!" Jenny told her.

Jasmine was completely breathless. She couldn't reply, but fuck! she was really enjoying this. She found the confidence to feel Jenny's breasts which felt oh so soft on her hands. She kissed Jenny again, this time having the confidence to twist her tongue around hers, tasting every little bit of her mouth and loving it. Jenny then completely blew her mind by taking her knickers off and kissed and licked her hotly down there. Jasmine felt like she was on fire, she almost felt herself coming, but she chose to try and abstain just a little longer so she could enjoy this feeling and feel a little more of Jenny's body against hers. She had never felt so alive. If sex with a female, this female! was this good, then she wanted more! She waited for Jenny to finish, then both girls started masturbating each other gently feeling inside and outside both vaginas. Jasmine wanted them to come together, and they did hard while rubbing each others breasts.

The next day Jasmine woke disoriented and dizzy from last nights ordeal. She also had work today, and she wasn't sure that she could face it. Jasmine knew if she told anyone about last night she would be sacked. The company she worked for were very much against same sex relations. Carla, Jasmines boss walked into her office and gave her a disgusting look. Jasmine knew she hadn't seen her with Jenny last night, because Carla didn't even know about it.

"Can we talk?" Carla asked her.

Jasmine felt scrutinised before the conversation started. Had she been in the club last night?

"You were seen in a club with a woman the other night. You know how we feel about that? Are you trying to get the sac?" Carla asked her sharply.

Jasmine pursed her lips and braced herself. She had a great time last night, and she didn't want to ruin her job over it; but, what the fuck did her personal life have to do with her job?

"That is none of your business." Jasmine snapped back at her.

"We didn't know you were into women when you took this job or we would never have employed you. We find it disgusting. It isn't normal, and you need help."

Jasmine was disgusted with this comment and fuming. She didn't know what sexuality she fitted until last night. She had struggled long and hard with frustration, shame and guilt over her feelings for both men and women for a long time. She replied

"So, just because I'm sexually attracted to men and women makes me unfit to work for you?"

Carla nodded.

Jasmine threw a look of disgust her way. She had never felt so humiliated and she spoke angrily.

"My sexual orientation has fuck all to do with how well I do my job. Who I love in my personal life has nothing to do with you. Do you know what makes me better than anyone who works here? It is the fact that I can love and accept people with no limits. Your stupid rules are discriminatory."

She then finally said it.

"I'm bisexual. That does not make me a bad person. You can accept it or stick it, its up to you but I won't change for you."

Jasmine then got all her things together and walked out. She never stepped foot in that place again. However, she did start a campaign fighting for the sexual rights of people at work. Jasmine had changed, she loved who she was. Jenny had brought something out of her, and she really liked it. She believed that everyone was entitled to be who they are regardless of their sexuality and they should never be ashamed of who they are.

Jasmine and Jenny moved in together, they even adopted a child and married. They spent a lot of time campaigning and they started a bisexuality magazine. Both of them discovered they had strong desires for men, and it certainly made them feel good. They believed that there was no place for sexual discrimination at work, and Jasmine now fully recognized her sexuality. Unfortunately they found their fight was never ending, but Jasmine thought it was worth it. Her first encounter with a woman had brought so much out of her and she certainly was not going to feel ashamed of it.