As a millennia I know that YouTube is the best school we all have access to. I went ahead and searched up "how to become a web cam girl." The timeline of choices were endless. So many posts of so many ladies and guys explaining how to do it. I clicked on the lady that looked more like me. Darker complexion, dark long hair and small build. She went over some of the sites that she found successful and mentioned a few times that privacy of your personal information was very important to keep at all fronts. It was super good information and tips that I knew will help me as I too will be involved in this crazy world.

So we all have been talking about the deaths and what has been closed during this outbreak. What we haven't really talked about is the effect of Covid-19 on the kink world.

First thing is first, sex and sexuality is nowhere near as complicated or confusing as we’re making it out to be. The confusing and complicated parts show up when you realize there’s a difference between intimacy, physical intimacy, and sex.

My unpopular opinion is, that if autocunnilingus was physically possible, we would all do it. Yes, even you Karen.

It’s 5:17 am. I’m laying on the couch wondering where life will take me now. How will I survive once June 1st comes? I publicly announced on Twitter yesterday that I will no longer be involved in any form of sex work as of June 1st. My main job is Escorting. I quit porn in 2013 and luckily have never gone back to filming. I have yet to be done with all of it. I have tried more than once to stop escorting, but my financial responsibilities always led me back to the dark industry I have come to loathe.

If you know me, you would know the one thing I love the most is…. being NAKED! YES!!!!! If I could be naked all day long, I would be a very happy camper. But that’s not the world we live in and I don’t see that being acceptable anytime soon. Soooooo what’s the next best thing other than not wearing a bra and underwear? A nude beach of course!

Is it prostitution or self-worth?

I'm actually a relationship coach. I worked for Pure Romance previously for the past 4 years and started to steer in my own direction. Due to my own experience with the company and how sexist they were against MEN just didn't make no sense to me. So, I also had many issues arising in my own relationship of 7 years and 2 children that I could no longer bear with intimacy issues. Being a 26-year-old mother, with a fiancé', that has 6 years on me, I felt very insecure of being inexperienced. I have insecurities just about my body imagine in general. Judging every edge of my figure I could. So, during sex I was more than just a "Plain Jane", more like a one-sided run way if you say. Knowing that I WASN'T that I wasn't making love back to my fiance' and eventually having that being brought up in a huge fight stating that I was just a "DEAD FISH" FINALLY CAME OUT OF HIS MOUTH!! His deep frustrated voice of disgust made me realize how lazy I was really being as a wife & a lover...and I really thought I was doing it for him just by laying there and having him do all the work....I mean he still orgasm-ed.?!! That wasn't the point, me being so stuck in my insecurities of not fully forgiving the guys that raped me at 16 was mostly, if not all, the WHOLE problem! Being so confused on why I couldn't let go of something I thought I got through years ago took some months to figure out why my sex life wasn't where it should be. And figuring out how on earth I would even get to a beginning stages of when you first meet someone was forever far from my reach, it seemed.

His shirt smells of cheap cologne and his breath smells like beer – reeking of a bad idea – but when he turns to leer at you, you hold your breath and smile. You know what to do, the way to flick your hair and laugh even when he isn't funny, and he almost never is. He’s never really much of anything at all, and maybe that’s why you go to him, because you’re not really anything at all, either. You watch as his he shifts closer to you, reaches out towards you. In his hand is some fruity drink, more alcohol than juice, but instead of taking it, you lean in and kiss him.

Can men and women actually be friends without someone eventually catching feeling? Seriously though? Does it ever work out that way? In my opinion, I don’t think that’s possible but of course it all depends on the people involved, just never forget that we are all human (well, I have met some aliens in my day), but we are all mostly human. Humans tend to want more at some point either initially or down the line, but someone, either the man or woman, ends up wanting more out of that relationship. Think about it, you become so close with these “friends with benefits” and you end up getting sucked in somehow. Especially if there is great sexual energy!! Usually it starts out by getting to know them, what they like, what they don’t like, what turns them on/off, etc. These humans start to grow on you...You become comfortable with each other. You make each other laugh/cry/scream, whatever it is, but if they become true friends (ride or die shit), then they begin to accept you for who you are, your choices, your craziness, your flaws and downfalls, and they stick around longer than anticipated. There are many pros and cons to these types of friendships. Do you see how men and women really can’t just be “friends."

ASKEZA AND CELIBATE