It’s raining outside. What kind of rain is this in the first week of December. Though the soft afternoon light along with the sound of raindrops on the window is romantic . Ayaan is lying on his bed, restlessness in the mind . This beautiful weather is not touching him . Although , it would be nice to be in a hug with jenny right now .
Jenny , his wife , is not far away , in the next room . But how much the distance between them has become . Seems like the next room is light years away . They have been living separately for a month and a half . It was not meant to be . They married for love .
There’s no big issue . They failed to compromise on small issues . Marriage is not a journey of fairytale romance . It’s about companionship and mutual growth . Both should have to compromise . Why she never tried ?
Thoughts racing as Ayaan contemplates the struggles in his marriage . The air is being heavy with tension . The beautiful weather outside adds to it . Ayaan can’t take it anymore . He stood up to go out, deciding where to go later .
On his way out , he saw Jenny sitting on the porch with a cup of coffee and watching the rain . She loves rain , mostly watching it together. Jenny looked around but didn’t say anything . Didn’t even ask anything . There was perhaps a bit of indifference in her eyes along with a bit of loneliness .
Ayaan comes to a pub nearby , here he hang out with his friends regularly . He comes alone today as he don’t feels to talk to anybody . Ordered a drink and sat quietly in a corner beside a widow and watching rain.
An hour and a half has passed . He is a bit drunk too. He don’t want to see Jenny’s sad face back home today . If only a night as sweet as before could be found . Night filled with hugs and kisses and Jenny’s smiling face . He craved for one.
A thought flashed through his mind . It’s not tough to have one with another girl . Money can get you many girls as much as you want . He felt so desperate that he didn’t realize that he was going to cheat her .
Everything was managed in the hotel nearby . The hotel manager told him to go in the room , he would send the girl later . The atmosphere of the hotel room was similar to his bedroom but he did not feel the terrible loneliness here . Rather, a different excitement of getting something new was working in him .
After a while a girl entered the room with a bottle of wine . The girl is not bad looking but would have been better without the extra makeup . Although at that moment, the dark lipstick on her lips was giving Ayaan goosebumps in a different way . Also the reveling dress she wear was making her job half done.
The girl poured wine into the glass placed on the side table and said ,”My name is Sonia . Looking like it’s your first time . “
Ayaan was looking at the girl , shortly replied beautiful name .
Taking the glass in hand , she walked towards him and asked, “ And me ?
As she came so close Ayaan’s inertia worked a little . He didn’t answer .
Holding the glass to his lips Sonia asked , “ so , you didn’t like me ? “
“ No, not like that . “ taking the glass Ayaan replied , “ It’s a long time, may be I forget to admire a beauty.”
“ Oh really ? You poor soul . Dive into the depths and see everything will be remembered . “ Sonia said softly .
Sonia’s heavy breathing did something in Ayan . He held her tightly and started kissing . Sonia started making him more excited . Ayan carried her up and threw her on the bed . He quickly left his cloths and got on the bed . He took off the girls cloths at once . “ Hey , you could slow down a bit . There’s no hurry “ saying this Sonia took his personal part to her mouth .
It’s a long time , he felt such excitement .Sonia was a professionals , there was no shortage of excitement . So The next half hour passed as Ayaan wanted .
After everything he lay down next to Sonia . At times everything felt very light but colorful . A little shiver came . He dreamed . In his dream he saw himself trekking to a high mountain with jenny . She rushes forward and calls for him back . Her face is full of joy and smile.
Ayaan woke up . He didn’t realize how long has passed , Ayaan finds himself in an unknown room . The unfamiliar scent of the room accentuates the reality of what he has done . Raindrops gently tap on the window , echoing the turmoil within . He looked at the naked girl next to him . Everything seems like a horrible nightmare but he is awake .
Jenny’s face floated before her eyes . That smile, he lost long ago . What had he done . He sat within his head down . It seems the raindrops began to whisper about jenny , “ you made her unhappy and now enjoying with a whore .”
He continued to be pulled deeper into the memory . How has Jenny , so lovely , so cheerful , so alive girl changed? Nothing happen in one day . He always blamed her, shouted at her but she never tried to be free from his blame . Gradually she fade away . Ayaan should have let her make the silence . Ayaan also let the distance happen and they are on this face . Now he came far away . how will he face her ?
Ayaan sat up all the night . The morning light appeared through the curtain. Ayan felt an emptiness in his chest . He had to go to Jenny right now . Jenny can’t give him back . He knows , his love won’t let him lose .
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