Gemini Sun and Mercury with hella stories to tell. I hope I can make you laugh and give you insight and information.
It took 20 years for me to come into being with women. The first female I dated dated was in her mid 40s. Her name was Tara. The crazy thing is I knew her for years before anything happened. We lived together and all. We were like best friends and I never had it in my mind that she and I would ever even be together......And all for good reason. I already knew Tara was a force to be reckoned with. We hung out over the years. Drank. Smoke. She did her thing and that was it, but she was intense. Whole live sexual ass Scorpio.
I am a late bloomer. A 31 yr old late bloomer when it comes to choosing the same sex for love. I kept it hidden for a very long time as I was sent to Christian school. Of course, that is where it is forbidden or whatever to think such thoughts. So? I did away with it out of fear. Completely stupid, but I was a child; highly vulnerable and still had much to learn. I did not have anyone telling me loving another female was okay. I had people in my family that chose that lifestyle, and coming up, I honestly did not look at them any different than the next mf. I did not know how to. Ignorant people really act like we're aliens or something and that type of bullshit is seen and learned. Then it tears my stomach up how people play with the shit and make it harder for people really on the shit to step out. Like I want to have a gf just to make such and such jealous, or to make such and such notice me. That's that BULL.