Samiha
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I'm a fan of poetry. I'm in love with words that are created through imagination.
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Depression
Sadness and sorrow is the emotion that I have most difficult controlling. It is a strong sentiment that bursts in my heart, and from there it courses through my veins and into my nervous system taking a full swing. When sadness possesses me, I am overpowered by it. I crumble down in an isolated corner and wrap my arms around my knees allowing tears to explode out of me. When I stare at my reflection in the mirror, I find a depressed girl with tears streaming down her eyes like Niagara Falls. Most of the time, I do not know why I am sobbing or why my heart feels like an empty void, but I do know that I am suffering from depression. When my family laughs with sheer happiness, I do not feel the same glee and joy. When my aunt says she will be a grandma, I do not share the same joyous sentiments. When my uncle shares his news of marriage, I do not share the same delight. All I feel is empty darkness in my heart. What am I doing in this world, I always wonder. I do not see the glitz and glamour of this world as everyone does, all I see is time is betraying us. It's speeding past me, leaving me abandoned and alone. I have no idea who I am or what I want to be when I grow up. I don't envision a future or happiness in my life in the same way that everyone else does.
By Samiha2 years ago in Confessions