DoneWithVocal
Bio
She was an open book, and they were illiterate…..
Stories (4/0)
Twin Flame or Trauma Bonded?
I couldn’t have been more wrong about what a Twin Flame is, and what they can be mistaken for. I’m still learning and I hope to continue to learn things often until the day I die. I just wish my wisdom and lessons came from less hurtful or negative things. I do know now for me to heal from narcissistic abuse and trauma bonding, I had to have this happen. The key is to remember this for the future, stop the cycle and, realize I can't help or save everyone especially someone as broken and evil as a narcissist.
By DoneWithVocal3 years ago in Humans
My Ode To DMX
My ex-fiancé messaged me and let me know DMX overdosed. When I hear overdose I automatically think of death. So I was freaking out asking him over and over if he passed but was still in disbelief. All the years DMX has been on and off drugs he’s never overdosed so it can’t be true-right? I ended up doing my internet investigating and found out he did indeed overdose and was not showing any brain function. I was in denial and literally was talking to myself saying "he's such a strong MF he’s gonna pull through, watch!" That day most of my friends reached out to me to ask me if I knew and if I was ok. I was already perplexed on how hard I was taking it, but for my ex and close friends to contact me about it as if he was a family member I was like damn this is serious they must just be worried I’ll fall off the handle or something. But anyone that knows me well knows I have always been obsessed with his music, struggles and just him as a person but after losing the closest people to me unexpectedly or tragically I disconnected. I lit a candle, spoke out loud if X could hear me and told him he's gonna be ok and make it through and to be strong.
By DoneWithVocal3 years ago in Beat