You.

I’ve tried to forget about you,

I’ve really tried to make it impossible to smile when thinking of you,

But yet,

Every time I read a new love poem, or watch a new romance,

I imagine it as us,

Dancing hand in hand,

I’m sorry, because I know,

You Dont have those feelings,

But I can’t stop myself from thinking of you,

While staring at my ceiling,

I feel a punch to my stomach, when I remember how it ended,

All I want is you back but your heart wasn’t given, just lended,

Though we never really stared, for too long at one another,

I still feel like at one point we did,

Want each other,

But sometimes I don’t feel that anymore,

Don’t have those thoughts and stuff,

Because I know you would’ve stayed if I was, ever, enough,

I know that if you needed me,

You would’ve never left me behind,

But instead you just left, no explanation, it felt so, unkind,

I feel like an idiot,

For not fighting my fall,

Yet you were my everything, my all for one, my one for all,

When I think of you, sometimes I tear up,

Because I know for some reason, I will never give up,

I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry,

Maybe it was wrong timing, the wrong words,

but why worry,

It’s over now, that means,

I can stare at you, without you catching me,

Because since you’ve been gone I haven’t caught one glance or gaze,

Just know, me?, is somebody that you will always amaze