you made me want to write
more than i ever have.
not just because you wrote too,
and not because i wished i could have
tattooed your poetry on myself,
have it linger on my tongue,
and iron brand it onto my brain.
but no,
you made me want to write
out of passion,
and love:
a raging, aching, pulsing, burning, biting, tearing, cutting
love.
and i wanted to take my time with it,
like i did with you;
torture myself the way you tortured
my young and innocent heart.
so rather than waste my time
trying to make every single line
i wrote have a rhyme-
cause this was real-
i felt for you.
i felt for you in the way the way that i
snuffled when you were sick,
or felt betrayed when your friends hurt you,
and in the way that i lay my body pillow parallel to me
every night and reached for it because i
hoped it was you
and hoped i would feel your sweater
brushing up right beside me.
then i would have smelled the alcohol on your lips,
the weed on your fingertips,
and the lies that wreaked from behind your eyes.
About the Creator
emilie
twenty one
i will always be the shadow above your bed.
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