Barefoot in the driver's seat,
legs crossed against the steering wheel,
I remain parked outside my lonely
apartment, sucking on a cigar
and savoring the burn on my lips.
She is at her house, abusive
husband and three darling
dogs to run after. My throat
is sticky and closing, words
swallowed in smoke, streaks
like residue down my cheeks.
I must be a masochist,
a self-proclaimed twin flame
suffering over the silver-plated
ring she wears even when
she tells me she does not love him,
even when he hits her, berates her,
every time she still chooses him.
Not for love, she tells me, but
she cries when she threatens to leave,
and I cry when she decides to stay, forever
a second choice to even the woman
I've loved for every lifetime before this,
to even the soul that I share.
Maybe I'm the one who puts myself
second, who hurts me and leaves me
to rot. I can swear up and down that
I love me, but chaos speaks louder
than poetry, half scribbled in the sliver
of flickering streetlight peeking
through my blacked out windows.
About the Creator
Kye Earley
I'm a 23 year old creative. I write, act, make youtube videos (search CoffeeCat, you'll find me!). I also really really love cats. I do magic and tarot, so those themes sometimes slip into my work. Oh, and I'm secretly a mermaid.
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